Finally

Finally I am done

Done with it, that is for this year

Yet there is more awaiting next year

But that is not for now to worry.

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After months of suffering

weeks of torturing

days of lifeless

finally it is over.

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A 40 pages of written words

a 10 minutes of presentation

it was indeed an experience.

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But if I were given the chance to decide again

I am not sure if I will make the same decision

a lot had happen

a lot of things that I am not proud off

it forced the evil side of me

a side that no one had seen it before including myself.

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Nonetheless

I am not giving up on it now

learnt a lot from it

and more to come

be it good and bad

most importantly not to regret it

and that is the life I wanna live in.